currently in the middle of a tornado... nbd

sitting here with everything to do and i'm bored

so many things i need to accomplish. May Day was moved from tomorrow (wednesday aptil 27) to friday, april 29....... uhhh i have to get a hair appt and a make up appt moved. get my nails done and get my flowers prepared. im not this kind of person or anything, im not used to getting my nails done and stuff. thats just really weird for me. im not saying i dont enjoy the pampering, but its def not a norm for me.
sigh.

alsooooo.... I applied for a summer job at my normal camp. got lead position like i wanted. but now i have some choices to make. i was offered some babysitting days this summer for a family that i like. i can easily miss the first week of camp, but she also wants me a couple fridays. which is the difficult thing. i know what i want to do, but i dont know what i should do. like camp is guaranteed work. but babysitting really isnt. i want to have my cake and eat it tooo...... WHY MUST LIFE BE SOO DIFFICULT!

yesterday was my 18th birthday. it was actually pretty decent. well the night part was, not the morning and stuff.... but dinner and such was. the L's came to dinner with my parents, Keely, and myself.

sorry sorry sorry

at some point this week I will have time. but in essence, yesterday sucked.
my eye is swollen. don't know why. it's weird. been swollen since sunday night. still swollen mid day on Tuesday. got the girls some cute clothes from target cause i felt bad for Ms Debbie cause they just went on a budget but target got a bunch of cute clothes in and they are all pretty cheap. so cute and adorable. i got them each 3 outfits. so adorable. awaiting a surprise present from someone..... i hate surprises. just FYI. they freak me out. nbd. bell is ringing!